Today is a good day. There is no reason for it but I just feel really happy. I have like 55 projects due before the end of school, but today I am just relaxing and thinking about all the good that is in my life right now. Even though I am grounded for idiocy, I am still happy. Polevaulting districts are saturday (if I make it) and I feel like I am getting a whole lot better at polevaulting YAY! Prom was good. I had a lot of fun with my date and my friends who went. I was extremely tired the next day but the whole night was worth it in the end. (except the food sucked.)

poem

A rock laying on the bottom of the ten mile creek
has been wearing away for week upon week
eroding away more and more each day
bits and pieces of it floating away
following the current wherever it goes
and with it flowing over rocks, highs and lows
little particles finding new places to grab and stick
hard to grab on to something with water flowing so quick

Happy by Nevershoutnever!

You make me happy Whether you know it or not We should be happy That's what I said from the start I am so happy Knowing you are the one that I want for the rest of my days. For the rest of my days.Yeah all of my days.You're lookin' so cool You're lookin' so fly I cant deny that when I'm staring you down and dead in the eye I wanna try to be the person you want the person you need its hard to conceive that somebody like you could be with someone like me I'm happy knowing that you are mine The grass is greener on the other side The more I think, the more I wish That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce. ooh, ooh. You're looking so fresh Its catching my eye! Why, oh why did I not see this before The girl I adore was right in front of me And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye And ask why it took so long to see we're meant to be. I'm happy knowing that you are mine The grass is greener on the other side The more I think, the more I wish That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce. on the good, the bad, the ugly The smiles, the laughs, the funny All the things we put each other through Its for you, for you, for you! You make me happy Whether you know it or not We should be happy That's what I said from the start I am so happy Knowing you are the one that I want for the rest of my days. For the rest of my days. I'm happy knowing that you are mine The grass is greener on the other side The more I think, the more I wish That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce. ooh, ooh

I love this song. I was listening to it in creative writing today and I felt like could blog about it. It is a song that I enjoy listening to when i am in a good mood because it just lifts my mood even higher. It is a great song and I feel that others should listen because it is just so happy.


Lyrics courtesy of Lyricsmania.com

PROM!!

I AM SO EXCITED FOR PROM! Words can not describe. I have my dress and it is perfect! I have my date and he is perfect. I have my shoes , I am going to get my hair done, I am so so so excited!!We get to take pictures with this car and I think we get to take it to the dance! The car matches my dress and Eric's vest for his tux! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYY.
This is so so so exciting! I can't wait. It will be perfect :D

Valentine's day! (Well the day after..)

On Valentine's day I was stuck babysitting so my boyfriend and I went on our date the day after. The night was

planned out exactly the same way as our first date. He planned out ever detail perfectly. Eric wore almost exactly the same thing he wore the night of our first date. He came to my house with a dozen pink roses ( seen on your left). After he talked to my parents for a while I gave him his gift, which was a picture frame I made and a bracelette and sunglasses (All very random but he loved them). We left and started driving to the express way. At that point I had to wear a blindfold. Once we arrived I knew exactly what he was doing. We were going to dinner and a movie like we did on our first date. We started our night by walking around from store to store. Then it was movie time. We watched "mall cop" which by the way was horrible. Then we went to Red Robin's again like we did on our first date. We both ordered the same thing and it was so much fun. After we were done with dinner we walked around the pond they have out there and just talked and laughed. Then we walked to his car and drove to mayberry for ice cream. Finally he took me home at 10. I loved my valentine's date. It was probably the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. I never knew that Eric watched details that closely. He is perfect.

Twilight hype

I am one of the millions who has read Twilight. Not only have I read Twilight, I have read New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn. Unlike others I did not read the books because I was in love with the main character... I read the books because I thought they were a good read and honestly I read them to see what the hype was all about. After reading the first and second one I came to the realization that I couldn't just stop. Another reason why I read the books is because I was intersted in all the discussions about it. The reason I got into the books is the funny part of my story. Going on one of my first dates with my boyfriend he took me to Fallen Timbers and took me to a movie. That movie happened to be Twilight. At that point I had no clue what the movie was even about. We watched it and I was interested in the story. I told my mom about the series of books and guess what I got for Christmas. I couldn't just not read one of the presents she got me. Overall the books are good. The story is really cute, not practical but it was cute. Again I like the books but I would not like to be grouped in the girls that are obsessed with Edward Cullen. Thank you.

My complaint of the day

I am sick, overwhelmed with school, burning up, exausted, sore from pole vaulting workouts, overbooked, and i feel like i am running out of time. I will elaborate more on my complaints. I have had a cold for the last couple days. I have been feeling miserable and no matter how much i sleep... it is never enough. I have been getting so much homework and I have to write papers. I am not going to lie, your poems are not helping with this. I realize that we have had plenty of time to do this and we have been procrastinating. Also it is EXTREMELY hot in this stupid computer lab. I have not been getting enough sleep. I have been getting up extra early to go out to breakfast with girls from church and staying out late on week days cause of other things i have planned. I have way too much going on, but we will talk about that later in my blog. I have come to an epiphany, Colleen + working out = pain. I know it is good for me but it just kills me. As for being overworked... Tonight i have pole vaulting practice then I have to dog sit and after that I have to attend a youth leadership meeting at my church. I have recently been given the title as a student leader in my youth group. Now I will be attending church three days a week instead of two. Tomorrow I am missing youth group to go to my boyfriends wrestling match in Anthony Wayne. Thursday I have pole vaulting AGAIN and also dog sitting. Friday I am spending time with my boyfriend and helping my mom around the house. Satuday I am having a Scrubaton with the Sports Med staff. We are in love with the TV show Scrubs. Later Saturday night (which is valentine's day mind you) I have to babysit. So not a fan. Sunday I have church in the morning and then having my Valentines date Sunday night because my Valentine's day was ruined by children... I honestly hate children. And on top of all my plans I feel like I can't get enough done in the time I have. My aunt (the nun) is now bugging me about college. I am still in my junior year... please leave me alone.

I believe I am done complaining for now.